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Blurred consciousness written by Berry

Date: 23/Feb/23

So remeber what Boo explained last post? Scratch that, it canceled itself out, somehow. The brain is weird.

Let me tell you what happened; Wil is back, he appeared once again with full force on the parking lot of a supermarket. This isn't a joke.

The guy didn't know how to take it as well, he was surprised while the time he was fronting and then I was surprised the time I fronted.

I talked about this with a friend system we have and they said that it was maybe "blurred consciousness", hence the name of this log, that ur happened maybe because I was the one handling a situation we had the better, maybe healthier than Wil, so that's why the brain decided to pull a joke on me and blur us. For the sake of coping apparently.

What I can say about him after coming back is that, the emotions he had before all of this were all already processed. He came back kind of "healthier", more confident in himself, more down to earth. Like the fact that I handled it while blurred with him helped him a whole lot.

He even helped the alter that kind of came from the situation we had, which, in theory, affirms the fact that he can confront the people around that, that he can handle this in a good way. Which honestly I think it seems like a lot of growth to me. I'm glad for him.

I just hope that the brain doesn't do that thing again because jfc did I fucking get very mad when it happened like, oh boy.

So anyways, that's that.

Also, as a foot note; when Wil blurred with me, all of our dreams dissappeared. I had no dreams whatsoever, or at lest, the dreams weren't strong enough I had absolutely no recollection of them when I woke up. When he came back though, all of our dreams came back, very vivid ones as well. I believe there's a strong connection between the two or something.